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today is 15th July, His Majesty 64th birthday..

if Im still together with him, today is our 68th monthsary.. =( to be honest, Im kinda miss him.....altho its kinda stupid to say dat, but its d truth, I do miss him.. a lot... I felt so lonely diz days..sometimes I even felt miserable..I cant bear diz feelings to myself anymore..I have to let it out..walaupun my family & friends are owez by my side, but d feelings still stuck in my heart..it was like it had been buried in it..like a chest dat had been locked forever..wif a key dat lies beneath d sea....

I've been single for almost 8 months oreadi..but my mind still thinking of him...maybe bcoz I haven't find anyone yet, but I cant lie to myself..he's my 1st love..he's gona owez be..walaupun he broke my heart, but I still cant forget our moments together...our memories overlap my anger to him..I dont know why..maybe Im too stupid...but....

I hope I can meet him again......

to him, 86