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today is 15th July, His Majesty 64th birthday..

if Im still together with him, today is our 68th monthsary.. =( to be honest, Im kinda miss him.....altho its kinda stupid to say dat, but its d truth, I do miss him.. a lot... I felt so lonely diz days..sometimes I even felt miserable..I cant bear diz feelings to myself anymore..I have to let it out..walaupun my family & friends are owez by my side, but d feelings still stuck in my heart..it was like it had been buried in it..like a chest dat had been locked forever..wif a key dat lies beneath d sea....

I've been single for almost 8 months oreadi..but my mind still thinking of him...maybe bcoz I haven't find anyone yet, but I cant lie to myself..he's my 1st love..he's gona owez be..walaupun he broke my heart, but I still cant forget our moments together...our memories overlap my anger to him..I dont know why..maybe Im too stupid...but....

I hope I can meet him again......

to him, 86

uma =)

diz two are two of my fav pix of him =)

assalamualaikum semua.. =) its been awhile aku nda update my blog..since d last activity -->picnic wif famili<-- I've been home saja..nothing else to do except for makan & tidor saja..thats why nada kn dceta rh blog..hee..well, if u guys wondering who's d hensem guy in d pix above..ermm..he's my new bf, haha kidding..no way Im gona dapat bf ensem cani..too extreme imagination tuu..hehehe but not impossible kan? kan? hahaha doa2 kn saja..amin!! haha asta! apakan aku aa..labih2!! anyway, his name is HARUMA MIURA, he's my fav actor...he's very talented, adorable, charismatic, smart and soooo versatile..chewahh..emo aku aa membagitau..hahaha yth cuti2 ne, about 96% activity ku stiap malam before tido Im watching his dvds..well, Im kinda very lonely & bored dis days, yth mliat dvds tah ganya..hehe..but I reli enjoyed it tho..=)

anyway about diz haruma, I fell in love to his acting ever since koizora was played in ABO in 2008, but during dat time, I was not reli into him, but ntah aa suddenly diz year, tiba2 sha tringat about diz guy, tarus I did some research about him..about his movies & dramas..since den, I started to buy all of his dvds, but nda semualah..masih bnyk g yang alom ada in my collection..coz nada bejual dkadai, I try to download but failed, insyallah Im gona try it again nanti..sampai dapat..hehe..now, aku baru ada 12 dvds, 27 videos and 315 pixtures of him...huh? what? yea! im obssessed about him! I ADMIT! hahaha..but, nda salah kn..bukannya ngacau urng.. =p bth sudah I've been trying to post about him but alom jua..yth today baru th ku kn menge-post..hehe..hope you guys enjoyed=)

bah bah, until here lu aku bekurapak pasal c Uma ne..mental krg kamu mendgr..hahaha anyway, gona update soon g...phm2, nda g bth kn bday his majesty..grenti bejalan saja ne..hehe..bah, have a nice day everibodi..love yo!!! xoxo

diz is what he looks like in koizora-->d 1st movie dat I watched=D

bapa 49th

HAPPY 49th BIRTHDAY TO MY ONE & ONLY BELOVED DADDY!!! =D

semoga bapa dpanjangkn umur, djauhkan drpd penyakit2 yang bahaya,

smoga bapa dmurahkn rezeki slalu supaya dpt naikkan g elaun bulanan kami, haha=p

mama, alip, apip, apip, imah n aku akan sentiasa sayang bapa smpai bila2..

terima kasih atas sgala2 yang bapa berikan rah kami slama ne,

-kasih sayang, kebahagiaan, kemewahan-

insyaalllah, dengan izin Allah, nanti kamik g balas balik apa yang bapa bagi rh kamik..

semoga kita sefamily kan sentiasa besatu walau apapun belaku dmsa hdapan..

amin!!!!

selamat ari jadi bapa =)

to apip & imah ----> we've made it!!! tani berjaya SURPRISEKAN BAPA tadi!!! hahaha well done kamu! hehe